Format: eARC
Source: supplied by publisher via Edelweiss
Formats available: hardcover, ebook, audiobook
Genres: fantasy, portal fantasy, urban fantasy, young adult
Series: Wayward Children #10
Pages: 147
Published by Tordotcom on January 7, 2025
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Goodreads
Giant turtles, impossible ships, and tidal rivers ridden by a Drowned girl in search of a family in the latest in the bestselling Hugo and Nebula Award-Winning Wayward Children series from Seanan McGuire.
Nadya had three mothers: the one who bore her, the country that poisoned her, and the one who adopted her.
Nadya never considered herself less than whole, not until her adoptive parents fitted her with a prosthetic arm against her will, seeking to replace the one she'd been missing from birth.
It was cumbersome; it was uncomfortable; it was wrong.
It wasn't her.
Frustrated and unable to express why, Nadya began to wander, until the day she fell through a door into Belyyreka, the Land Beneath the Lake--and found herself in a world of water, filled with child-eating amphibians, majestic giant turtles, and impossible ships that sailed as happily beneath the surface as on top. In Belyyreka, she found herself understood for who she was: a Drowned Girl, who had made her way to her real home, accepted by the river and its people.
But even in Belyyreka, there are dangers, and trials, and Nadya would soon find herself fighting to keep hold of everything she had come to treasure.
My Review:
Adrift in Currents Clean and Clear is a bit of an origin story. Readers of the Wayward Children series first met the ‘Drowned Girl’ Nadya in Beneath the Sugar Sky. But that’s the story where her door finally opens for her AGAIN, because she’s sure that she wants to go BACK to Belyyreka, the world under the lake where she’s already built a life that fit her with people that she loves dearly – whether they are human people or not.
This is Nadya’s origin story, how she came to be the girl who loved turtles, found a door at the bottom of a pond, and grew up in a world that her heart called home. Only to be saved, and damned in the same instant, to return to a place she was never intended to fit.
Let’s just say that it’s a good thing that we already know how her story ends – from Beneath the Sugar Sky – because this one doesn’t have a happy ending – not for Nadya and not for the adopted parents who made her so damn sure in the first place that even the possibility of drowning was an improvement.
However, Nadya’s life in Belyyreka, the marvelous middle of the story, is terrific. It’s easy to see why her heart brought her there – and why it eventually let her go back.
Escape Rating A: The Wayward Children series, taken as a whole, is a story about acceptance. Individually they are stories about square pegs who are being shoved into round holes – all too often by their parents. Sometimes there’s a tragedy, often there’s merely a tragedy in the making that doesn’t get made because a door opens.
Even if that door leads to an entirely different sort of tragedy. The difference is that the worlds behind the door allows each of the children to choose their fates. Which is often, as is the case with Nadya, the one thing they’ve lacked on this side of the door. Choice.
In Nadya’s case, among the many choices that have been made for her is one that she is perfectly capable of having made on her own, even at age 9. Nadya was born with one and a half arms. While she’s aware that having two full arms – with hands – would be more convenient – it’s not how she was made and she hasn’t felt less than. Merely different.
Her adopted mother seems determined to make Nadya feel ‘less than’ at every turn, and has fitted her with a prosthetic arm that isn’t even all that functional. It’s a burden and not a help – exactly the way her ‘Mom’ wants her to feel, along with feeling grateful for having her lack pointed out to her and supposedly remedied.
In a way, it’s a bit like Jack and Jill from Down Among the Sticks and Bones in that each of their parents wanted a perfect child, a perfect girly-girl or a perfect tomboy, and didn’t care what either of the twin’s preferences might be.
The world that Nadya falls into is a world of water – a world under the water. She’s not a mermaid like Cora, the other ‘Drowned Girl’ at Miss West’s. Belyyreka is a world of water with weight, where heavy water forms lakes and streams, lighter water forms the air, and giant turtles tug boats from one to the other.
It’s a world where Nadya chooses to be part of a household, she chooses to let the river give her the gift of a water hand, she chooses to contribute and grow up and into herself. It’s not a perfect life, no life ever is – but it’s the life that Nadya chose even with its dangers and its trials. It’s a happy, fulfilling life – one that’s interrupted by a ‘rescue’ she never wanted. This would be a much more difficult read if I didn’t already know that Nadya found her door again and dove back through – although I wouldn’t mind learning what she found there if the series ever goes back to Belyyreka.
(Speaking of Belyyreka itself, the eARC I read spells it Belyyreka but the blurb spells it Belyrreka and I don’t know which is correct. If someone who has a final copy would let me know which is correct, I’d appreciate it!)
The Wayward Children series is a series about, not just love, but mainly about acceptance. Acceptance of self and also finding a place where that self is accepted instead of excepted. It’s for all the children and former children who didn’t quite fit but managed to find or make a life where they did. And especially for those who didn’t, who still need to find a place their hearts can call home.
If this series calls to you, or if it’s been recommended and you’re wondering where to dive in (whether isn’t even a question, the answer is an enthusiastic YES!) Adrift in Currents Clean and Clear would be an excellent place to start, second only to the first book in the series, Every Heart a Doorway. Nothing that occurs in this story relies on any previous knowledge of events – because it happens before all of them – especially the events in Beneath the Sugar Sky. The one thing that one does get from Every Heart that isn’t in this book is a marvelous introduction to the way in which this world that all the doors open from is set up, but the people of Belyyreka explain that to Nadya more than well enough for someone new – as she herself is – to fall right in.
If you’re still looking for your door, step through Nadya’s and see what you’ve missed.